Everyday there is a constant struggle.

I can't stop thinking about you.

I can't wait for the end of my examinations, because you will be the first I call.
I want to wish you happy birthday.
And maybe that will help in putting a closure to all these feelings.

恋空

これからずっと一緒
だいすき！

While watching my all time favourite movie,Koizora..
Memories of us came back.
The uncanny resemblance of Hiro and you.
The white hair, the facial expression..

The only difference was, the love.
There wasnt any in ours.

I hope you are doing well.
I still think of you from time to time.

someday somehow

The love was so short but why does forgetting take such a long time?

maybe tonight you will come over, or someday in time.
or was that the last time i will see you?

At times I wish the texts were from you
At times I wished I could see you everday.

Can you stop stepping in and out of my life?
Just stay for a lifetime.

Someday, being with him will be a distant memory

Don't you hate that? Like for all that bad guys who broke your heart, you just want to get over them and to have them out of your life. But as soon as you stop thinking about them, they'll text or call you, and you'll be reminded of him again. It's as though they know you stopped thinking of them. It's like a radar.

Wasnt a dream

You came because you needed someone.

I am always here for you, with open arms. You can come and go whenever you want, yet I will always be here,you know this very well.

Oh what a sleepless night it was. What was your motive? What are you thinking? What did all those hugs and kisses mean?

I dreamt about us, that when morning comes, it was going to be perfect. But no, it wasnt.

9am the alarm rang, so with very little words exchanged, he was gone.

It felt like a dream.

He was the last person i saw before i sleep, and the first when i awake.

13th January 2010

Today we had lunch together.
Time spent together was so little, and we were more like friends.
We didnt do anything, probably it was due to the cold treatments.
It felt really weird.
Although, he did mention he would like us to have meals together in future, but I guess it was just as friends. And it might just be empty promises, i dont have much hopes pinned to that.

Its time, I am giving up.

GAME OVER BABY!


The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore. It’s caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago. The worst thing is remembering every single detail of your relationship when he’s obviously long forgotten about you. The worst thing is missing him so much when he doesn’t even realize you’re gone. It is feeling the same as you ever did, even though you know you shouldn’t, because he doesn’t anymore.

captain of my soul

waited the entire day for a call.
but there was none :(

sorry, i really cant help it.
so difficult, you are always in my thoughts.

Who decides what's right or wrong in love?

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I miss you.

Final words of 2009

Finally you called, after 3 days.

What took you so long darling?

As the year closes, i close this chapter.

Thank you for everything.

The good & the bad.

You are someone I wont forget.

For all you have done..

Hong Kong Trip 2009

I may never find someone whom i like as much as you.

Someone whom I am willing to travel miles just to spend time with.

You make me feel so insignificant.
All the insecurities...

I am no longer going to be contented with the way things are.

Everything about us has to be under wraps.

Goodbye, All the best..

Its not going to be easy.

Till then

For a moment, I was part of your world.

more than friends

This isnt working
I am losing
I am falling..
Will you catch me if I fall?

whirlwind of emotions

ね、ほんとにすきですか？

Yesterday was unforgettable.
I never expected myself to be in such a situation.
Everything was too fast too furious.

Thank you though, the memories are good.